lullabye

hello
goodnight my little girl
may the moon and the stars
run your beautiful world
hello
goodnight my pretty angle
i was looking forward to singing you goodnight
when i saw that the sun fell
sweetest dreams to you
as you close your pleasent eyes
may god watch over you
as you dream away the night
hello
and goodnight my little lady
sleep well on your side
my adorable little baby
goodnight







JC

alcohol is the cure

bite onto the lore
greed always comes back for more
and alcohol was the cure

fight through the war
take the gun out from the droor
lead could be your cure

if the shoe dosnt fit
you dont have a bit
so why do you struggle with it

write my mind out into sentences
give me new life with second chances
but dont come back to me for answers

tell me what i have in store
dig the blade through the pores
alcohol is the only cure

give it time, it will heal
look into my mind, theres nothing 2 steal
in this world nothing is real
nothing could be considered yours
there is no such thing as locked doors
in this world; of drugs, money, and whores
alcohol is the only cure




JC

happily ever after

her eyes say a story of their own
as they gaze into his, knowing she will never be alone
even though their minds are cloged with worries and fears
you could still see her beautiful eyes, through her tears
his smile is one of a kind, as it lights up the whole world
he must feel so lucky, for he has found himself his perfect girl
although what they r doing, at times seems dim
through the darkness, you can always see that grin
as they take their hearts, and place them in one another
you see a couple like none other
you see tears, but they r tears of joy and laughter
let us pray for a happily ever after
there are roads to come, some ruff and some smooth
they all will go fine, with the right attitude
but if u ever feel like things are falling apart
and you are dragged down by your heavy hearts
dont be afraid to be frustrated for awhile
when the going gets ruff, just look for his smile
never be ashamed about sitting down to cry
when life seems hopeless..just look for her eyes





JC


4 mary

once again

walking down the only road
once again
im alone
im stuck with nowhere else to go
have no friends
im on my own,
once again

here i am sitting on the same old stool
once again
im no longer cool
im stuck and i dont no what to do
ive lose my head
over you
once again

watch me fall one more time
once agian
im outa line
watch me say the wrong line
what i said
i want die
once again

have u ever seen the moon at night
then u watch the clouds
cut right through the sight
everything was so perfect then
in the perfect world
how great it could have been
and when u put ur arms around me
i can finally say honeslty...
wont you love me

i come across a broken man
once again
i dont understand
he raised his arm and i would have ran
it was then
when i saw his hand
once again

waving goodbye i thought
once again
where is god
what does he have that i havnt got
i wonder when
ill find love
once again

have u ever seen the moon at night
then the clouds come over
and steal the sight
and when u put ur arms around me i surly know
i love you
i hope ull never let go

have u ever never wanted to let go
once again
ill never know
i always think of you when i see the snow
a love trend
your so beautiful
once again

walking down the only road
once again
im alone
stuck with no where else to go
have no friends
im on my own...
once again,






JC




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a healthful hunger

action cures fear, inaction creates terror

look into the mirror, dont go out there

every scarecrow has a secret ambition to terrorize

never will u ever look into those haunting eyes

Action conquers all fear

so pleasent to my ear

fear is masked by boldness

being afraid cant be foolish

courage is always one step ahead of fear

just like screaming is always before tears

so i advise you to don't fear change, embrace it

this is our world and only us could save it

a healthful hunger for a great idea is the beauty and blessedness of life

and once u figure that out, ull always be alright

a word after a word, after a word, is power

you will find that out at your last hour

judgement day is calling and so is your loved ones

tell me all you know, when the judgement day is done

the gallows in my garden, people say, is new and neat and adequately tall

once i go, all the gallows will fall

suicide is no remedy

i keep moving, o so steadaly

JC

open my eyes

i have found my self lost

in this maze

i look into the broken mirror

that matches with my face

all i believe

has gone down the drain

and all i have seen

is washed down by rain

my eyes remain open

just for a while

im just going through the motion

instead of walk the extra mile

my heart isnt pumping

my mind has gone dead

i can hear yours thumping

inside my head

i lose my self

without your detection

i step to the plate

and face my reflection

i see myself

and i start to cry

with crooked self

and my greed eyes

im afraid to find out

what im fighting with

i no nothing about

defeating the stiff

everything goes numb

inside my mind

we all are dumb

time after time

i have found my self lost

in this maze

i look into the broken mirror

that matches with my face

i cant understand

how they die

ill find out who i am

when i open my eyes

stupid thoughts

my halocaust

thankful 4 what i got

right on the dot

i open my hands

wait for the rain

i hope to catch it

so i dont get flushed down the drain

im doused in mud

ive fallen in love

in confused by the signs

sent from above

if u can hear me

hear me

if u dont fear me

fear me

when things go wrong

plz dont try 2 steer me

its better off if i go the wrong way

ill see you again, some other day

i have found myself lost

in this maze

i look into the broken mirror

that matches with my face

i cant understand

how they die

ill find out who i am

when i open my eyes

my pain reminds me of her

everytime i cry

i just wonna got up 2 heaven

up in the blue skys

and when night comes, and its gone away

my head remains high

although i feel like a stray

i still can open my eyes

it seems as if my life has past as fast as it came

and i look back into the past

let me tell u, even when ur in the most pain

its still ok to laugh

and i was hoping for a possibility

ive been coping over the unseen

and when i think of her

i cant help being happy 4 awhile

i forget the reason y i am crying

and i just smile

i have found myself lost

in this maze

i look into the broken mirror

that matches with my face

i cant understand

how they die

ill find out who i am

when i open my eyes

i have found myself inside

no longer trapped in this maze

i look into the shining mirror

right at my face

i now understand

why they died

i now know who i am

now that i opened my eyes

Jacob J Corcoran

stuck like glue

stuck like glue
what to do
tinsel
wistle
frighten
lighten
fight
sight
wrong
right
eat
sleep
stay
tight
stay
strong
through
night
above
one love
one dream
someone
of course
my dear
speak to
your ear
tempt the loveable
watch the love double
to dream
to kiss
to try
to live
to give
to take
to run
to make
i wish
to sky
stick through
my eye
if i
dare lay
make sure
i cry
just once i brave
iv gone insane
over you
out of blue
i feel the pain
and just when
i start to understand
you take everything away
just as i thought i was a man
you stole everything that i did
and you deprived me of what i can
so now all this is coming to an end
i know you defined who i am
once the light comes to us
we all run away from it
what do we want
we all want something

*Hide
innocent
love
lust
adore
relieve
*you

and it was good
when life was fine
ive missunderstood
and ive crossed the line
ive fallen through the cracks
of the enemy it self, i was jacked
ive been tempted by the devil himself
and ive seen his face and ive seen his wealth
b4 him i saw so many innocent ppl knelt
only if they knew really what they felt
was something that could be felt
and whitnessed by a welt
and tied within a belt
i saw all this
when i tried to kill myself
everything went black
i felt like i was stabbed in the back
and everything was going so revolted
it felt like my personality was getting stollen
but i was wrong, i never had such a thing
this is over, the fat lady know sings
the beautiful song that she says
conveys to me, i should be dead
no man, no mith or anything
could bring me through
no one can replace you
no matter what i do
all i want is you
what to do
stuck like glue




JC


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Speechless

i cant wait to go to bed at night
cuz i know thats when i think of you the most
i cant wait to see your lovely eyes
in my dreams, i just coast
idk if you know what im up to
every second of every day
idk if you care about me as much as i care for you
you leave me nothing to say

im speechless
everytime i open my eyes
and see you i just wonna cry
im speechless

i remember those summer days
when everything coulda went my way
now those days are long and gone
those summer days
when i always had something to say
those summer days are gone
now its time to move on
i feel a lite sweat
my palms are getting wet
idk what im feeling
but i hope its love
i hope its love

speechless
everytime i open my eyes
when i see u i just wonna cry
speechless
i wonna know what u feel
i wonna know if this is real
i dont wonna be speechless

tearing waterfalls
they 2 thought they had it all
until the opened there eyes
no time for a curtain call
its time to put up your walls
and plz keep me inside

i cant wait to go to bed at night
cuz thats when i think of you, oh more than ever
i just cant wait for that lovley site
i wonna love you forever

speechless
everytime i open my eyes
when i see u i just wonna cry
speechless
i hope it never ends
we will love again and again
but for now i am
speechless







JC






influenced

breathless`

and then i go breathless
my mind is eroaded
those words, turned into sentences
and those who exploded
is there something wrong with me
or is there something wrong with you
you are less than what you should be
and there is nothing we can do
as i get my dreams up for better things
and after im done counting all my blessings
BAM, just like that
everything is gone, just like that
my whole life ive been waiting for that moment
im really to scared to even show it
you are the book and i refuse to close it
back and forth comments could never know it

cant u understand what im saying
everytime i talk to it seems like we r just playing
idk if u r in doubt or not
im working through the heat, and it seems to hott
tell me what ur thinking inside
im afraid of coming outside
out of the darkness, into the light
all the time, i always cry
and then i go breathless



JC

tear on the wall

tear tear on the wall
tell me who is the greatest one of them all
tell me a story of the dead
teach me all i need for my head
tear tear on the wall
plz do not restrain
tell me who is the first to fall
and relieve my pain
tear tear on the wall
shoot me down and bring this 2 end
i find myself stuck behind this wall
and i die again and again

you bring me back
from pale to black
once again im alive
as i see the snow falling outside
and when it rains
it pours
and when i fall
i fall right through the floor
when its time to go
we move on down the road
and when we dont know
we dont rebuild we reload
so who am i to say
what u think
anyways
im just a kid

tear tear on the wall
living so much higher than us all
fall awake my hidden danger
fall awake my fallen angel

o still remember what he said to me
when he answered the phone so sadly
its pouring rain
and now im fighting
it off
i didnt no what he was speaking of
then he told me all that needed said
how he died and now hes dead
jesus said that we all get some bread
and his piece is tangled in that thread

tear tear on the wall
so much higher than us all
cut the rope and let me fall
b4 everything is brought to call




JC

written in ink~`2

and when my eyes set apon the open window
and when the cold wind was rushed as it blows
im think im sick and tired of not being able to know
what would it be like if i just let go
but i no that it would be to hard
its like trying to set a set the waves and the ocean apart
but thats the last thing id do out of everything
then the ocean tide brings me in

a sign god i survived the storm
im sitting here now writing this poem
im sure there is plenty more ahead
and the last one i face, will make me dead
im not afraid of anything
but the world out that starts to bring
to my knees i weakly fall
to the ground ive now lost it all
i hate how well all seem to be quick to judge
what ever happened to trust, what ever happened to love
im not afraid, afraid of anything
im just afraid of the consequences fearlessness brings
and then i hear the song bird sing
then the ocean tide brings me in

reach to my side, i feel no blood
sealed inside, with your love
i stand alone in the waves
let them hit me again and again
beat me down, they cant beat me down
u cant beat me any lower than the ground
yet they still go all out after me
taken me under and i cant breathe

so plz
save me
from the tide
its sweeping me in
and plz
try to see
what i feel inside
is written in ink





JC

silk peddled flower

its better to be a silk peddled flower
unlike rose peddles, silk lasts forever
just like a sucker that is sour
its a taste ull always remember

and when i see you a new me comes out
and im not ashamed to laugh out loud
its like theres another me inside
always wanting to come out and be alive
i cant control it, but when ur around me its awakened
im the leaf, ur wind..i just get taken
my eyes
come alive
everytime
i see your smile
it brightens up the world
not just the average girl
u pose the greatest image
ur actions and words are so vintage
u cant find those anywhere else
u make me feel like ive never felt
nothing in the world could change me when
my body goes numb along with my hands
it went from white to black
and i wont ever be coming back

so great
and we both cant deny it
its so amazing
no word can describe it
o wont u just lead me on a a little
stay beautiful 4ever like a silk peddle

its better to be a silk peddled flower
unlike roses, they last forever
just like a sucker that is sour
its a taste ull always remember

and when my bloodshot eyes look into the mirror
i no they are bloodshot from all the tears
im so happy cuz ive been workin on this forever
i cant wait till we get back together
the warm water hits and i tremble
i think about the silk peddles
not like any rose, this lasts forever

this is living life behind the scenes
when everything is worth ripping holes in your jeans
life in the fast lane, no time to step out for pictures
this is a love story like non other scriputres
a different side of me comes out when im with you
i think to myself, y am i doing this
i find my self not knowing what to do
when i remember my greatest wish

strive to be better
thats all we can do
and u gotta get back up
when the winds knocked outa you
ive been standing so long with the fist in my gut
it wasnt till now that i have had enough
bcuz i dont have to take this anymore
when i got something else much greater than life to adore
i can decide your laughs, but i cant decide your dreams
i cant make u take it, but ill give u what u need

and did u know its better to be a silk peddled flower
unlike roses peddles they last forever
just like candy that is o so sour
it leaves a taste in your mouth u will always remember;)





JC





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written with lead~`1

if ur only one person
ull never make it through
if ur not up for learning
the fault is all on you

and when the wind blows
i know
where its going
by how its blowing
and then i look to the sky
to the sky
and just close my eyes
and listen for the crys

mother earth
i can hear you
can u feel me
walking through you
might u stop
and give me a sign
direct me to keep going
on my crooked guide line

one person
wont make it
it takes one person
to break, it

its a cold day here
tell me hows it down there
i would be with you
if things would be fair
thats the way it is
we will always be seperated
thats just the way it is
in the world thats gated in

hello girl
can u hear me
come rock my world
or just come near me
i wonna feel
like everyone said
feels so great
hear i go, written in lead
again



i have, just one dream
no one cares what it might be
so dont take it away from me
i only have one hope
and i know
i wont ever let it go
i only have one will
and thats to kill
upon that hill
my life
will be done
all bcuz
im one person





jc