hate 2 lie

when i lay my head on my pillow at night
i say 2 myself its gonna be alright
then i think 2 my self i gotta try
then i think 2 my self i hate 2 lie
and when i pick my head off my pillow at the start of each day
i say 2 my self its gonna be ok
i take a breath of the fresh air outside
then i think 2 my self i hate 2 lie
go 2 school and sit and learn
i dont get the grades i deserve
but at the end of each class when im walking in the hall
i see some ppl rise over the ppl that fall
on the bus ride home i look out the window
theres so many things out there that i should know
i take a deep breath and i close my eyes
i say 2 my self its gonna be alright

then all of a sudden
i go 2 sleep forever
and just like that
its so quickly over
and then i wake up
to your lovely eyes
i say 2 my self its gonna be alright
then i think 2 myself i hate 2 lie

lifes like climbing a tree
ur not satisfied till u get 2 the peak
but when u get there it all falls 2 the ground
uve done what u must and u go without a sound
but thats not the way i want 2 leave
yet im still at the bottom of my short tree
someday i will cut it down
bcuz i hate 2 see anything fall 2 the ground
i punch the mirror bcuz it gives false relfections
i get nothing from all my collections
i pray 2 god, soon may i die
i hate life, then i think 2 my self i hate 2 lie
write me a song that includes my name
so they dont come 2 me when they need someone 2 blame
i got nothing that they dont got out there
the only thing they got that i dont is being scared
i tear my heart into pieces not because
im an emotional person who hates being in love
then i say 2 my self i hate 2 lie

when i lay my head on my pillow at night
i pray 2 god everythings gonna be alright
but whats the chances of that beings seen through
theres always that chance when it comes 2 you
and when im laying there in a hospital bed
all alone with that same pillow under my head
i will grab on and hold so tight
and say 2 myself everythings gonna be alright
and when im flying up in the sky
looking down on the world where i died
i love all the things that i saw go by
then i say 2 myself i hate 2 lie





JC



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