Nightmare Inside

reveries smashed into to peices
they lay broken in my wits
restain my angry thoughts on leashes
leashes clenched in my fist
reveries lost in my soul
never to return once more
detestation drowns my notion
dowse my antagonistic roar
dreams of affectionate love stories
dreams of shameful hypocrites
dreams of endless glories
dreams of everything i struggle with
nightmare inside

wakeup alone in my cradle
eyes lining my walls
hoping that this reverie is a fable
or atleast stockades fall
throbbing pain circles imagination
causing my eyes to lock up
raping my mind through forniaction
persuading me that my eyes are not shut
reveries are now blistered into my soul
never to return once more
detestation drowns my notion
dowse my antagonistic roar
still my thoughts conquer my intellect
no broken reverie can keep me restrained
my life wont be a victim of theft
only i can keep myself contained

im a nightmare inside
i need brought in from the rain
im a nighmare inside
even though all reveries have been slain
im a nightmare inside
no words can make me well
im a nightmare inside
with no cure to let me outa this hell
nightmare inside




JC