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counting words
not to many words to say
not to many words
to describe this dreadful day
counting days
days that have gone by
since the day
he lost his life

days become years
and years wont ever end
they evolve into fears
along with tears for the long lost friend
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never solved the puzzle at all
so lost in confusion
every single piece put together falls

i dont no any more whats right
i lost my heart cuz he lost his life
its value was so high and now that its lost
im in debt with satan and deaths the cost
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as my brain circles in confusion
i could make it easy and just blame you
but then i would be drowning in it too

i ran out of fingers
to count all the years
i left one for the trigger
but i am stopped by my tears
it feels like i wake up every day
just to relive the day before
i live the same everyday
and i dont no what im fighting for
there must be somthing more to this
but i dont no what to do
i could close my eyes and clinch a fist
but then id be drowning in it too

i dont no anymore whats right
i lost my heart cuz he lost his life
its value was so high and now its lost
im in debt with satan and deaths the cost
suicide solution
as my brain circles in confusion
i could make it easy and just blame you
but then id be drowning in it too

no where to go
no where to hide
im scared to show
the signs i find
no way through
live or die
i can be like you
suicide

counting words
not to many words are said
not to many words
are running through my head..now that im dead
suicide solution





JC