Soon to Fall

and the hand continues to slip
the grasp is falling asleep
the skin beings to rip
the cut is o so deep
trying not to feel
the anger seeping through
knowing it will never heal
so i continue to abuse
the fall never looked so taunting
no words, for my tounge was swallowed
silent to catch the haunting
for i didnt know whom i followed
slowly but surley the edge will make up its ground
while the hand slips lower, and lower down

time wasted on thinking things through
never solved a single issue
look what miracles can do
if the shoe does fit you
time is lost working things out
and thats where the downfall begins
your missing out on whats really there
and you arnt taking any of this in

the world begins to fall around you
your mouth remains closed
there is nothing you can do
but stick with the choices that you chose
pure black is now looking clear as my soul
and my heart beats a liittle stronger
i look back on how i was a foul
and now i cant take it any longer
the graps awakens and so do i
and my hand finds its grip
but just then i remember the cry
and then it all begins to slip
heaven has to betrayed me and i dont know what im in
so now i give up on hope and let the beating begin

and i cry out to god but i hear nothing
i dont need a prayer i just need something
heroin has been my cure but its killing me so quickly
and now i realize that i was doomed since the beginning


the hand continues to slip away
and the tears will go on for time to come
and how long will time last we do not no
but the hand will continue to slip until its done
if heaven is for heroes then i dont care where i go
because killing myself is the only thing ive ever known





JC