Melting Away

Melting away
There goes my pain when you come
Melting away
Just when I won’t think I’ll the sun
Here you appear
What happens I just can not explain
Here you appear
Shivers over take me at the sound of your name

Go home yesterday
I will see you tomorrow
When I look back into my past
I only see you as sorrow
Fist on the forehead so mean
Only if there was a knife in-between
Some how I need to end this fixation
And put an end to this complication
Go home yesterday
I will see you tomorrow
When I look back into my past
I only see you as sorrow

Melting away
Now the candle burns at both ends
Melting away
I’m stuck in the middle with open hands
And here you appear
Then what happens I just don’t know
Here you appear
And no longer does my agony show

Go home yesterday
I will see you so soon
When I look back into my past
All I see is you
Hands are shaking so swiftly tonight
Hopelessly looking for a way to end this right
Some how I need a distraction that can keep me away
Keep me away from these words I don’t want to say
Go home yesterday
I will see you so soon
When I look back into my past
All I see is you

Melting away
Its now a struggle with in
Melting away
As I await for more pain to being
Here you appear
With a needle and thread
Here you appear
Trying to mend something that’s dead

Go home yesterday
A new day has come
When I look back into my past
I think what the hell have I done?
The stigma is inhaled with the cancer
At a time when its my only true answer
I wish there were no strings attached
Because I really don’t know how to react
Go home yesterday
A new day has come
When I look back into my past
I think what the hell have I done?

Melting away
I don’t understand this
Melting away
And now I am scared stiff
Here you appear
Eyes glowing just how they have always been
Here you appear
And I am wrapped in guilt and enveloped with sin

Go home yesterday
I don’t want to see you anymore
Because when I look back into my past
My mind just gets sore
Oh God I have so many questions
So I turn to the heavens
Do not ever be ashamed for what you need
Because everybody bleeds
Go home yesterday
I don’t want to see you any more
But I know you will always be there in my past
To make me so sore
Go home yesterday
I have screwed up once again
I have nothing for the debts I need to pay
So you can just take me instead
I am melting away
Watch the world around me collapse
I wish I could stay here
But I am lost in my past
I am melting away…





JC