Dupe

I wish, I hope, and I dream
They all hide behind my silent screams
What is the world going to do with me?
I am just another victim to its deadly scheme

I just want to cry
Let the tears run down my cheek
Let them beat me down even more
Let them beat the hell out of me
I feel the world turning its back
Just like I expected it to do
Let it isolate me from its world
Leave me here to find my way through
Sometimes I wish I was dead
Suicide just wants me to give in to the end
Sometimes I think to far ahead
Suicide takes me in as its friend
I just want to cry
Let the tears melt me away
I’m not afraid to die
But I’m afraid of waking up every day

I wish, I hope, and I dream
They all hide behind my silent screams
What is the world going to do with me?
I am just another victim to its deadly scheme

My god is the magician
And every life is like a magic trick
No body knows what is going on
But in the end the pieces always seem to fit
Helplessly I’m put into the hands
And I am tossed around to suit the hoax
There is nothing I can really do
And I am sure the frustration shows
What am I doing here on this stage
Why can’t this magic trick come to an end
Let God close his eyes today
And let Suicide take me in as a friend…

I wish, I hope, and I dream
They all hide behind my silent screams
What is the world going to do with me?
I am just another victim to its deadly scheme

My options have disappeared
Before my weary eyes
The voices that I used to hear
I start to visualize
Before me the terror stands
With wide eyes it looks at me
It turns over the palm of its hand
And I take it cautiously
Lead me to somewhere new
I just need to get out of this place
I need my hopes wishes and dreams to be seen
And for them to stop hiding behind my face

I wish, I hope and I dream
That someday what becomes of me
Is a person everyone wanted me to be
And not a victim to this deadly scheme
I was, I am, I will be
Just another casualty
A fallen soldier with no more hopes and dreams
Just wishes to escape reality…



JC