whistle to this melody

let the birds keep whispering
watch the candle light shimmering
its been the same since the beginning
its so drastic when you are living
put down your dreams for 2morro
nothing good comes out of sorrow
whistle to the melody
and be someone you want 2 be

the new kid in town
talks outloud
but its muffled by the crowd
so he sits on down

takes the back seat
only person here
without a heart beat
and he thrives on surviving
he never lived off this much crying
i dont understand
this craziness
y dont they except me 4 who i am
but only if life was easy
we wouldnt hafta run in circles
therefore we wouldnt be dizzy
we wouldnt be lost in the dark
we would one from the start
instead we form a disaster
then we run from the laughter
which leaves me standing alone
taking the bullets on my own
no one behind me
no one 2 guide me
Why don't i give up?
theres not no one beside me
i walk down the halls all i see is CLICKS
the sluts, the punks, the preps and the hicks
i fit in somewhere with the queers
thats all i am, a queer
all i am is just road kill
i live so dead and do against my will
they say jesus is the savior
and if he is y dosnt he object to this behavior
im just the new kid in town
im just the worthless clown
im lost and soon 2 be found
laying there on the ground
with the dozens of knives in my back
i just try 2 live
i guess what i lack
is being so negitive
but never do i wish i was like them
i wish i was someone else
but never one of there friends
i dont care about what looks me back in the mirror
i dont care about one dropped tear
i dont care about what they want or think
i dont care if all i do is sink
lower and lower into the deep end i drown
i have an excuse im the new kid in town
i intend 2 be as im around
bcuz what i dont wonna be is a part of that crowd
i have an oppinon that i could scream outloud
'i got so many options and you are already out'





JC



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