its easier 2 cry

covered in black
hair over his face
tatooed body
always in the same place
he has some friends
but hes in the wrong crowd
he wanted it 2 end
and its over now
he destroyed his own mind
he turned away from tears
he ran outa time
2 face all his fears
he was scarred of the next day
bcuz he didnt no what 2 expect
he never knew what 2 say
he didnt want any regrets
well lets hope he regrets what he did
lets hope he was forgiven
obviously he didnt want 2 live
otherwise he would be liven

its was so hard 2 watch him bring everything down
when he took his life
everything crumbled 2 the ground
his family and his friends surly regret
not helping him
and lets hope they never forget
rpb, his gates were always open
he rejected no one
until his heart stopped growing
god was no longer in his life
he didnt think he needed him any more 2 fight
but boy was he wrong when
he came across some problems
and he had no body
2 help him solve them

he was like a candle
he burned until he couldnt any more
he just couldnt handle
being in this frustrating war
he is like the moon on a cloudy night
it comes out for a breif moment
and 4 that second it gives off its light
but he never knew how much he was showing
he fought until he ran outa time
and then he just waited 4 help 2 arrive
but when it didnt come
he got depressed
he turned away from god
and thats y he was a mess
he was scared
and didnt even no
what was left out there
so he turned 2 the rope
the ring of rope that will become his enemy
he just didnt no, how beautiful life could be
he just didnt no how bad it would hurt his family
he just didnt no, how 2 see
and i hope god shows some pitty
but it wont happen, and i feel so guilty

every night, i pray 2 jesus
help me sir, i dont wonna feel like he was
and when i see some rope, my eyes become teared
bcuz who knew some strands, could be a mans biggest fear
rpb was a friend of mine
y u took him, blows my mind
but theres nothing i can do
xcept pray 4 a better ending
i cant control it, bcuz its depending
it was a great day 2 be alive
until i heard the news of the suicide
it made me feel like i watned 2 die
but i think its just easier, to cry






JC






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