where it ends

it starts with the life style of this young man
dosnt hold any smiles cuz no one understands
they say they know but what the know means nothing
he is walking dead and hes not even bluffing
take no jokes from this self abused child
sex drugs alcohol should keep him alive 4 awhile
but with every good thing it always ends
and every washup will never mend
take a look and see u lie 2 the mirror
u spit on it and u punch it so it sees u clearer
u r the cracked up spit on young man they dont no
but im sure they will when that young man goes
2 hell, 2 darkness, 2 non presence living
he dosnt want anyone 2 be future giving
bcuz what no body knows he can see
and what he is isnt what he wants 2 be
he trys so hard and ends were he started
he dosnt no the kinda pain of the broken hearted
he only nos headaches cuz his brain cant think
and only with one eye can the young man blink
he fights 2 hard just 2 win nothing
u think if god had mercy he would give him something
but that just is it
he dont believe in you cuz you dont believe in him
come along and follow him 2 where ever he may be going
hes reaching the point of no longer knowing
if he wants 2 live or wants 2 die
he goes 2 his bolsters 2 help him survive


and thats where it ends







JC